Come here a second, I tug
by a tall wall
in front of a gray yard.

We put our faces to the gate,
I’ve seen this spot before -
you’ve not.

This is before parks and walks and food and France -

We squeeze our eyes up to the gate -
someone took time to tattoo

every brick
and window

with words

and after songs and cigarettes and trains and rain

I was told it was called Utopia -
where you said grow up to me
and I told you I’m trying.

Under an orange night at the start of the summer
We wondered why we weren’t to go in.